-vous: June 2011

Muhammad Amin

Night

I want to share something, bout what I feel. I'll post it in Bahasa.

Oke, aku masih ndak tau dengan ape yang aku rasakan. Aku suke ndak sih same die?
Selame aku sms-an same die, aku senang, aku suke. Tapi ngape aku masih ndak yakin dengan yang aku rasakan.
Aku kadang udah frontal same die di sms. Tapi ngape itu semue masih ndak bise ngeyakinkan aku?
Aku ndak mau loh kayak gini. Kasian. Aku takut, kalo die bilang aku cuman inilah itulah. Aku suke kok dekat dengan die, sms-an dengan die, mentionan same die. Aku suke.
Tapi, kayak yang tadi aku bilang, aku ndak bise ngeyakinkan aku kalo aku suke dalam artian punya rasa special same die.
Kenapa sih harus kayak gitu? Harus sampe kapan coba?
Tadi jak, waktu sms-an. Aku bilang aku kesepian, gare-gare ndak ade pacar, terus die juga bilang die same. Terus aku bilang yaudahlah kite bedua jak. Dan die nanya terus, dan aku ndak ngelanjutin, mengalihkan pembicaraan.
Sumpah!! Itu rasenye, aah! Kesal! Ngape sih aku harus sebodoh itu?
Aku sering ngasi perhatian ke die, ini itu. Tapi? Tetap rasa itu belom seutuhnye.
Die juga, kadang sering ngasi perhatian gitu, aku suke, aku senang. Tapi, rasenye tetap same.
Apesih yang terjadi same aku nih?
Ngape aku ndak yakin?
Ape aku takut die cuman jadi pengalihan aku biar lupak same Kak Windhi?
Aku takut malah itu yang terjadi.
Aku harus ngeyakinkan diri aku sendiri kalo aku emang suke same die.
I'll try loving you R

Heart,

-amin-

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happy :3

Muhammad Amin

NIGHT

I'm not sleep yet. And now I remember that I haven't post something on my blog. So I decide tonight to post something.

Tonight, 26th June 2011, I'll post about my report card.

I've got my report card. Well, the score is better than the last semester. I got the 13th rank. Last semester, I got 18th.

Yesterday, was the day the report card is given. It's held at 11 am.

Me and My mom, decide to go to school together. When we arrived at school, My school is already full of vehicles.

Than, me and my mom go inside. I ask my friends, where the place the report card is given. And it's at 12 science 6.

There are already my friends sitting in front of the door. They're waiting for the announcement.

I ask my mom to go inside the class. And you know? since the morning I wake up. My heart beat faster and faster. I dunno, maybe I'm so afraid, cause of the class for next year. Is it science? or social?

Just not for a long time, my mom was called by my homeroom teacher. Than she go out, and I ask, which class I go? And she said 'you go to social class'

Damn! I was so shock, so my friends.I can't believe it! I was do all my best, for go to the science class, but I only can go to the social class? F!

Than I go to chase my mom, and take the report card. And I read it. DAMN!! MY MOM DECEIVE ME! I GO TO THE SCIENCE CLASS!

When I read it, I directly hug my mom, and I dunno why my tears come out. I was born too mellow.

Now, holiday's coming. I will get bored. 3 weeks without my friends? suck! And I'm afraid if I eat too much in this holiday. And I'm sooooo happy cause I can go to the science class :)

sincerely,

-amin-

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Crush

Muhammad Amin

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time

Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush?

Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way

About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay

Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind

When we're hanging, spending time girl?

Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take

?Cause I believe that we can make this into

Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we could be, where this thing could go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay

Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we could be, where this thing could go?

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away

But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay

This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away

Going away-ay-ay

-amin-

Lyrics taken from elyrics.net

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F.e.e.L

Muhammad Amin

I dunno what I really feel. Am I in love with her? I don't know exactly.

I'm getting closer with her cause of Twitter.

I dunno when the first time I close to her.

For the first time, we tweeted like we never know before. But yeah it's quite true.

But for the next, We tweeted like we so close before.

And we also tweeted like we're a couple.

But, I know that you already have boyfriend.

When I know that, I feel like, jealous?

And you know what, many of my friends said that we are couple already.

Half of my heart say loud that they wanna make it come true.

But another part say that it wouldn't happen.

Because I know, that you already have someone that you really love.

And what the worst part is, the person is not me. Poor me.

But, am I really like you? The way I like my ex before?

I dunno.

with heart,

-amin-

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untitiled----

Muhammad Amin

Gute Nacht

Thursday, June 16th 2011.I've so many story to be told.

Let me start from the starter day of the week. Monday June 13th.

Exam is over, and yeah the class meeting is being held. Like usual, I go to school. Go to the 2nd floor. Actually I want to go to the class, but I met Suci at the stair. So I go to her, and ask why she didn't go to the class. And she said that the class is locked. Hell. So I with her just wait at the stair. Wait for others. Then the other comes. I forgot who come first. Then we just sat at the stair, wait for any information. We laugh, we sharing, we singing and etc. Then, I don't know who, come up, and give us the score of Geography. And taraaaa I got 60. Haha, I'm not really paying much attention to the Geography, I hate that subject so fcking much. Than we go down, because we got information that our class will have a 'tarik tambang' game. We met, XE in tarik tambang game. We Lose. 2 game directly. Actually we have a football game, but because of some problem the game is declined until Thursday. Than we decided to go to the Dika's. We have plan to watch dvd. It was a nice day. We watching Final Destination 4.

Now go to Tuesday June 14th.

Well, I don't have any good story to be told. In Tuesday, we have estafet kayu game. We won against XE. Than, we have A volleyball game, against Social 3, and we won too :) and we got the score of History and Sociology. For History, I got 72, and for Sociology I got 84.

Next, Wednesday June 15th.

This day was a great day. Like usual go to school, sat at the stair (the stair between the 2nd and the 3rd floor is just like our basecamp). Go down to watching volleyball game between my class and XG. We lose. Than because nothing to do, we decide to go to Agam. We want to have dvd marathon too. We watching horror movies. Quarentine! That movie awesome!! But I can't watch it until finish, cause I have promise with Naufal, to watch Hati Merdeka. Then I go home, take a shower, and go to Cinema with Naufal. We buy 3 tickets, for me, Naufal, and Danu. Danu will, go to the Cinema soon. Than to wait the show started, We decide to go to KFC, to have some snacks. The show started at 2.15 p.m. Then at 2 we go back to the cinema, because Danu already at the cinema. We get in to the studio. And focus watching the movie. After the movie over, we go to A & W, I buy French Fries, and Danu buys Waffle Sundae. And FYI, the french fries is 18.500 Rupiahs. Damn!

Thursday, 16th June.

Today was great too :) We have, futsal, and estafet kayu. But we lose both of them. Than, rain is falling, but we want to go to Agam again, watching movies again. We watch, 4bia, shutter, epic movies. great too :)

Well, that's all I think.

Sincerely,

-amin-

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Sunday Morning~

Muhammad Amin

Morning ˆ⌣ˆ

Most of people wake up late on Sundays. But I do different, I wake up TOO early in the Sunday. I dunno why, I always wake up early on Sundays. Sunday should be the Lazy Day. Wake up late, do not do anything, stay on the bed, feel the comfort. Yeah, it's true.
Sunday morning full of cartoons, and you have to watch it, why? because it will make your mind more fresh than before. Remember on your weekdays, you have to study all the time, work, do other activities that make your brain, your mind work hard. So it is good if on the weekends, you spend your time to fresh your mind, fresh your brain. Do something light, like what I've mentioned, watching movies. And you also can do another, just like recreation.
And actually, when it's Sunday morning, you should have some jogging, but yeah I'm too lazy to do that. I don't have friends to do that haha.

What Should we do on Sundays morning :

1. Have some exercises.
For example jogging. It will produce more sweat, and will help you to lose some of your weight. See? It is very simple to get healthy. No need to go to the gymnasium, that will spend much money. Only with jogging, you can be healthy, and it would not spend much money. And I've read some articles that with jogging, can make your heart stronger, and can increase the circulation of your blood, and respiration. Speeding up the digestive system and helps you get rid of digestive problems. Neutralize depression. Increasing capacity of your work. And make your sleep more comfort.

2. Have good Breakfast.
Well, after have some exercise, you'll feel hungry. And yeah, good and healthy food will bring back the energy that spend for jogging.

3. Watching some cartoons.

After being tired cause of do some exercise, and full cause of breakfast, it is the perfect time to watch some cartoons. The silly cartoons, can make you laugh. And laugh, also healthy.

See, Everything is as easy like Sunday Morning. So Sunday should be nice ˆ⌣ˆ

Sincerely,

-amin-

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rain

Muhammad Amin

Hello fellas. It's Saturday night and I'm not going anywhere. It's raining here. But whether it is raining or not, still I'm not going anywhere.
I'm getting bored. Always getting bored. I'm kind of person who easily getting bored. Actually I shouldn't feel bored, cause today my exam is over. But, yeah I dunno why, I feel so bored.
I dunno what should I post. Hem, maybe because it's raining here, I'll post about 'RAIN'

Rain. Not Bi Rain a popular Korean actor. What I'll post is truly, rain.

According to Wikipedia rain is liquid precipitation, as opposed to non-liquid kinds of precipitation such as snow, hail and sleet. - Wikipedia

What is that means? I don't really know, and I don't really care. What I know from rain, it's bring something fun to me. I like the sound of rain. I like the water. I like everything from rain. Rain for me can sing a beautiful melody for me. Just hear the sound, and you will feel more better. I dunno why, when rain happens, I want to go outside and play with the water, with the rain. It sounded too childish? Don't care. I do what I want. I do what I like. Rain sometimes can be your best friend. And sometimes can be your enemy. Why? cause, when you're very busy, need to go somewhere, rain ruin all of your plan, all of your day.
So it all depends on you, make it as your friend, or as your biggest enemy.

With Heart,

-amin-

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my feel~

Muhammad Amin

well guys, nite. This is my second post today. I'm getting bored. I'm studying history now, you know study about it makes me bored. What is the point of learning something that already past? do you know the proverb that say " Yang lalu biarlah berlalu " it means for me that Sejarah adalah sesuatu yang terjadi di masa yang lalu? Dan kenapa masih saja diungkit-ungkit? Hahaha.
Well guys, some of my score have been announced. It is good enough, but I'm not satisfied yet. but for English I'm so disappointed. Why?? from 4 subjects score that have been announced, my English got the worst. I'll tell my score.

Chemist - 82.5

Indonesian - 86

Religion - 80

English - 76

See? Only English is below 80!! (for now. I don't know later, there will be another score below 80 or no -.-) When, my score announced, I was so sad. But I'm no the student who get score below the standard score. FYI, all of the student in 10 grade, get bad in English. The highest score for entire student is only 88. F! And in my class is only 6 students who above the standard score. Well, when I'm told my mom about my score, she got angry about my English score. Sorry mom, I dunno why I can get bad score in my English. I did the test with self confident. I did it well when the test, only some question that I don't understand and make me confuse. But, I don't ever think that I will get score lower than 80! the highest score for my class, are 84. Revalda and Agam.
Damn! I still disappointed!! And now I have to study History and Sociology. And I have to fight the social exact subjects!! YEAAAAH!
That's all maybe. See ya

sincerely,

-amin-

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Muhammad Amin

Gift Of A Friend

Sometimes You think You'll Be Fine by Yourself

Cause a Dream is a Wish You Make all alone

Its Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need Help

But Its Harder To Walk On Your Own

You'll Change

Inside

When You

Realize

The World Comes To Life

and Everything's bright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty you are

When You'll Open Your Heart and

Believe in

The Gift of a Friend

Someone Who knows When Your Lost and Your Scared

There through The Highs and The Lows

Someone toCount On

Someone Who Cares

Besides You Where Ever You Go

You'll Change Inside

When You

Realize

The World Comes To Life

and Everythings bright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty you are

When You'll Open Your Heart and

Believe in

The Gift of a Friend

And When your Hope Crashes Down

Shattering To The Ground

You , You Feel All Alone

When You Don't Know Which Way To Go

And There's No signs Leading You home

You're Not Alone

The World Comes To Life

and Everything's bright

From Beginning To End

When You Have a Friend

By Your Side

That Helps You To Find

The Beauty you are

When You'll Open Your Heart and

Believe In

When You Believe In

When you Believe

The Gift of A Friend

- Demi Lovato

lyrics taken from eLyricsworld

-amin-

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e.x.a.m

Muhammad Amin

- Exam -

A test or an examination (or "exam") is an assessment intended to measure a test-taker's knowledge, skill, aptitude, physical fitness, or classification in many other topics (e.g., beliefs). A test may be administered orally, on paper, on a computer, or in a confined area that requires a test taker to physically perform a set of skills - wikipedia

An exercise designed to examine progress or test qualification or knowledge - merriam-webster dictionary

A formal test of a person's knowledge or proficiency in a subject or skill - oxford dictionary

Test that held by school, gives stress to the student. - Muhammad Amin

Well, that's all the definition of exam that I got. the last, from me of course. Why I post something like this? because this week is exam week. final exam.

I should study hard. like what I've said in the definition of exam for me, it's only gives stress to the student. Yeah, I feel that. And my friends too. We are force to study hard to get good score, if we do not study, we'll get bad score and didn't pass the exam, and we don't go to the high level. And for 1st level of SH, it brings another thing to achieve. The option of the programs. There are science class, and there are social class. Well, for me my self, I want to go to the science class. Why? Because I want to be a doctor. And if I wanna be a doctor, I have to go to the science class. And I'm being more stress because, the teacher give me the recommendation to go to the social class. Oh God. I don't like social, the social exact subjects are 'Economic, Geography, and Sociology'. I have those subjects, I don't have good skills in remembering something. So I prefer to choose the science one. The exact subjects are 'Biology, Math, Physics, Chemistry'. My weakness in Science subjects are at Biology and Math. Haha, BTW I've done with my Science exact exams. science exact exams finish today. I feel soooo greaat \(´▽`)/. And I fell so free. I dunno why, actually the exam not over yet. there are still hmm, 4 days left (⌣́_⌣̀")

Well guys, I think is enough. I'll see you later. I should study English and Computer.
The last, wish me luck for my final Exam (‾ʃƪ‾)

sincerely

-amin-

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today?

Muhammad Amin

well, i dunno. from where should i start. well i have so many stories to be told. but, well not all of the stories i can share here.

k, my final exam has been started today. well, the first subject is physics and followed by sports. for physics, not only so difficult, cz i'm studying the day before the test, but i do not, do it perfect, cz i can only do the 'essay' 2 from 5. and only one number that i do it right. haha. and for the sports, for all of the worlds and it's sake, i'm hand up!! I CAN'T DO IT. well, maybe it's bcs i do only study physics, and to be honest, actually i forget that the exam after physics is sport, i think it's computer. haha. well, so i ask the answer for sports from my friends.

well, today is a surprise day. when i at home. and get ready for pray, my cellphone's vibrating, there's a txt. and i open it, well it makes me shock. the txt is from hanum, and she tells me that, my friend dad's danu, is has passed away. inalillah... and she asks all of basic members, to go to za house, and then go to danu's. well, after have a pray, i get ready to go to za house. but before that i go to naufal's first, cz i have to study biology. kinda suck.

well, i see the clock, it's 1.30 pm already. we have to go za. well, i and naufal go to there. only hanum has arrived. so we just wait for others. and sayyid, suci, wid, rani, and angga has arrived to. so we decide to go.

all of us so sad when hear this info. it's because danu is one of our bestfriend. together in one class for about 3 years, make us like a little family. we go to danu's and poor us, danu is not inthe home. haa. his brother said, that he goes to school for take some score. and we ask, where his mom, and his mom is at his grandma's house. we go there and meet his mom. well, when we meet her, she's still crying. i can see the sadness of danu mom. we also sad, but we don't want to show our sadness, cz we're afraid that, she will sad more and more. after have a conversation, we decide to go back. hah. it was a suprise day for me.

well, i think it's enough. i have to study biology. hate it. bye. wish me luck for my exam. caaaaao

-amin-

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